I’ve sat down so many times –
to write to you, to your heart –
to get through,
to tourniquet the bloody parts…
A curse of mine that you’ve come to
so well-define – in the dark,
a partner in crime
painted in timeless hue
fucked-from-the-start
in every lifetime…
But, I’m still blessed –
through a curse, every time
by my bond to you;
So when I try
to sit down and describe –
with any words
or piece of alter-ego art,
exactly what it is,
that’s happening inside of the wound
from which I pulled your dart…
The words do not come
in accordance to
any drawing or poem
or hardcore theme song –
and I’m always brought back
to the sentimental fact,
that you couldn’t have known,
but you’ve always known
everything, all along.