Gratitude, for strangers.

Thankyou

When I started this blog, my motives were to purge. In my immediate reality I am told I have the gift of telling stories, and making people laugh in my animated way. At the same time, because of just how much trauma I have been through – it was hard to combine the humour and the pain. So I put together a series of ABOUT ME pages… all covering some of the details of my life. I think people were more intrigued by how I have survived, than anything else. Rape, torture, mental and physical pain that I would not wish on anyone…

I have since taken those pages down because I got tired of psychologists spouting ego driven bull shit at me.

The initial plan was to write, as it came to me, and then to gather some of it in a chronological order and combine poetry with photography and make a book… called “Cocaine and Casinos”. Even if there was only one copy and no one else ever saw it.

I was alarmed at 10 followers…   like, for real. I was confused. I PANICKED when I hit 100 followers and still said to a friend I have made here – that I am finding the attention hard to deal with. Which is a weird feeling because I am not shy of people or of… attention, but for some reason having people ‘follow’ my brain was a surreal experience.

It still is. I am at 210 followers now – and I just had a mini heart attack. BUT, I am grateful – because this platform has become my second home. I am not very popular with the timid at heart, but I have made some friends, and one woman in particular who stands and roars at the world with me. It’s been a blessing to be a part of this community – and to all of you – strangers – I am deeply grateful.

So…  Thank you. You have my humblest gratitude.

S.

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5 thoughts on “Gratitude, for strangers.

  1. congrats and welcome, be free to be you. After all, it’s YOUR BLOG)))) Do it your way, just like Burger King)))))))))))))) but not with Blue Bell ice cream, OK?
    Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

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