For years I have known that I am not doing what makes my heart beat the way it is supposed to. I am good at my job. Very good at it – but by no stretch of the imagination am I passionate about it. I am a digital marketing manager. I design magazine ads and … More Anxiety Filled Determination
With each spin of a gods coin, the constellation of dots join, with each swipe of the palm across salted face, and each footstep in or out of any place; notes are taken. Words are spoken. Nothing is token. Even when it’s broken. Each year that scolds, each day that unfolds, every single moment, breathtaking … More Birthday Poem for J
My boy. I love this cat. He saved my life after I saved his… I took him in because my blue eyed brother begged me to – not because I even liked warm blooded things. I had a Boa Constrictor who I was rather attached to, who thanks to Marley having staring contests with it … More Marley
When I was a young girl, I would wish I could be invisible, to the eyes that looked for me in the dark of night. My bed was not my imaginary princess castle; It was the birth place for evil. A grown man’s twisted mind, my small body he did find. I was four. He … More Child’s Voice
When I lived in London, I came across Phillip Pullman’s Dark Works Trilogy. Although the movie doesn’t do the books justice at all, I was still glued to the words that came from the bear in this scene. The name given to me by J, ‘The Bear Trainer’ has all weirdly fallen into place in … More My Armour is my Soul
I have listened to this piece of music at least a dozen times, and each time… I am left feeling like it was created in the deepest part of my mind… the part that knows how to do the maths on ‘what happened’. I have listened to just about every song I have found of … More Pain, Means I am Alive.